Howdy, Tracks! It looks like you're my new roommate, mmm~? Let's get along~

I haven't been keeping up with the campus, lately~ It seems that plenty has changed - including me, of course - and this is, well, rather pleasing~ The numerous new faces look very appealing, teehee~

That aside, my absence was rather unaccounted for. But it seems like this week is merely a stopover - I'll be gone again in a few days~ I've been having many performances around the world, mmm, and they have indeed helped me mature just a bit more from what I already know~

Well now, what's this I hear about a fashion show~? Now that sounds like delightful entertainment to return to, even if only for a while. Orihime, I'm sure you'll look stunning~ And what's this, Sunstreaker as well~? This will be entertaining indeed...

[ooc: Joshua's back for a week too! And he's gotten over whatever that's happened so yeah he's back to ultimate teasing mode for now lulz.]

Well.

It seems that things have finally been resolved. Looks like there's no more 'us', mmm...but I'm fine. I've always been fine. That's what I say.

Nevertheless, I have a few important calls to make. This changes the game-plan altogether, heehee~ Oh, bother.

The place has gotten rather quiet lately, has it not...? Ever since Euphie left... Well, I suppose the remaining seniors have to do something about this, hm? Must I involve myself...? I shall consider perhaps playing a larger role sometime soon, hm.
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I'll be in the music room, practising alone. Not like anyone cares.

Well now - it seems that I was absent from many activities for the past few months. The outside orchestra has been occupied much of my nights, and days spent in the lecture halls do not contribute much to my personal storage of general knowledge. I...regret a little, about joining the orchestra as a violinist and not as the chief composer - it has severely drained away what time I used to have to...manage personal issues. Hm.

Anyone care to update me? It seems that we have many new additions on the network as well - and as long as none of you interrupt me while I'm playing my violin, I'm certain your stay here will be enjoyable, to say in the least. If you think we do pursue common interests, however - I'll be glad for company~

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It feels like I was rather occupied. No matter.

Time seems to have passed by rather quickly - spring in Shibuya has ended. It wouldn't be wise to simply up and go visit there, as much as I am concerned with its status - it's too hot for my liking, now.

I've been...importing some sweets from there, though - anyone like some? It seems that my servant friend ordered too much for me and I honestly dislike sweets nowadays and I cannot possibly finish them all on my own. Basically, I'm giving out...what people call 'freebies'? Hm.

...and if it's evident, I'm not in a particularly good mood for some unfathomable reason. Be sure not to end up being my toy, heehee.

[ooc: sorry for the fail!late post. I've...been caught up in too many things lately. *headdesks*.]

The play was quite the success - I caught it both on the opening and the final night, mmmhm~ The composition and direction of the play was rather well done, congrats to those who've worked so hard for the past few months over the play, teehee~

The results should be the same as usual - the spring break will be mundane again. I...still have reports. Ah, well. Anyone care for an excursion to the nearby performance hall this coming Tuesday? I have tickets to a rather interesting recital.

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I don't suppose any of you saw any strangers clad in black around the campus lately, have you~?

If you have, please tell me~ I would gladly appreciate such information right now - you might even be paid, teehee~♥

That aside, would anyone like to have a tea party? It would be...fun, mmm~
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Valentine's Day was so much fun~ I've...never had so much to enjoy before, mmm~

Music has been quite a delight, recently - the professor has been rather...ebullient. Though the compositions are coming slow...but steadily, not erratic like last time.

It seems like there are many more new faces as of late - this makes the university much more bright and vibrant, like how Shibuya shone a few nights ago~ Would anyone like to have a cup of coffee together, perhaps~?

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This is proving to be rather tiresome. Psychology has picked up the pace again, while the music professor is yet demanding more compositions. On the other hand, my...personal life is getting very complicated.

While...I did not expect life here to be quite a mess, I suppose it'll be a good test. Compared to the mid-terms, I think this might of a greater challenge.

Unless, of course, someone thinks they can give me a greater thrill~

( filtered to Sideswipe; )

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Well now - it seems that I've come back rather late. Nevertheless, Merry Christmas, mmm~ I bring presents, heehee. Enjoy the remaining holidays, everyone~ I thank those who have gotten me gifts - it is pleasant to receive them, mmm~

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[ooc: well now. anyone who has conversed Joshua at least once will get a little present for sure - even if you haven't there's a high possibility that you got a present. because the composer knows all, heehee~

Sunstreaker - Orange earrings, a unique shiny scarf, and a card that is specially written to him. Go imagine whatever you like to be written in the card, but it's a bit mushy for sure.
Misa - A pretty dress and light frills on it, black in colour. Plus some accessories.
Sideswipe - A sweater to keep him warm during the colder seasons.
Robin - Some secret recipes for gelato making, and a striped scarf instead in red and brown.
Euphemia - Some bangles, a special notepad/letter set scented with roses.
Rita - (why yes he dared) A specially designed and written card by himself, teling her to keep the card a secret and to enjoy life a bit more, regardless of how sucky it may get.
Simon - good quality coffee beans in return, and a large box so that Simon can keep his dug-up treasure in.
Everyone else - Uniquely designed pens, each in a variety of colours. I'm lazy to keep thinking, screw me D: ]

I shall be away on Christmas this season, thanks to the delightful ticket from someone~ I shall be back with gifts, regardless of destination. Have a pleasant trip everyone, heehee~

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A moment's hesitation; a fleeting thought,
Is all that is needed to cause one's fall.
-Anon.

While the issue has been resolved...I must say, this is taking it's toll. Gradually. But it has been done - I suppose nothing can change that. Such fragility relationships have. The partnership is wobbly - about to crumble unstable, even - I...fear ponder what might come of this.

For those of you who are bored during this holiday season, I pose this question to you. You could answer it simply, or go about it in depth, really~ The question: If you had a second chance at life though a game of life and death, but had to give up something precious to you - what would this thing be~? It could be your memories, your abilities - if you're alright with sharing, do tell, mmm~

Would anyone like to do Christmas shopping~? It is, after all, the season to be...merry, I suppose.

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[ooc: strikes unhackable.]

One year older.

It feels no different, really...

...I'll be in my dorm.

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I am seriously not in any mood to deal with anyone right now. Please, don't bother unless you have a death wish.

I'm not kidding, by the way.

Hm...however, if you think you prove to be a good advisor about relationships, please contact me. I must say I have high standards.

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...I wonder how are things back at Shibuya, without me around. Though...I'm fairly certain things will be fine, since I've done what was necessary to ensure its continuous existance.

That aside - I have more important things to worry ponder about, it seems. After...seeing Euphie's little post, it reminded me of a few things. It has also been about the same amount of time we've been together - even through the up and downs - and it surprises me a little that I've actually maintained it, mmmmhm~

Someone would be surprised that I've been so attached now.

...ah, yes. Another 4 days - or less than 4, to be exact - before I must make that call to Mother and Father~ As much as I really find it pointless. I shall be staying in for that day, it seems.

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Well well - I didn't notice it earlier, but it seems that there has been an influx of students coming onto the network. Hm.

Nevertheless - our conversation the other day in the library was pleasant, Rita~ I do hope to speak with you face to face again, mmm. Perhaps over a cup of coffee this time? My...treat.

It seems that some compositions of mine are being involved in a play to be held soon in the nearby town theatre - as such, I have more than enough free tickets to a matinee for...anyone, really. Would anyone like them~? I assure you the play will not fail to delight especially during this wintery season. I believe it's called 'It's a Wonderful Life', mmmmhm. Do inform me soon if anyone wants them, heehee~

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Fairy-tales always do come to an end - be it good or bad. It's...unfortunate, really.

What a tragic end to love - he in Shibuya would laugh, surely - but it's been said that the first love rarely works out. Maybe for some, but rarely, mmmhm. Evidently not in my case.

Anyway, that aside. What....has happened has happened. The bond that was lost doesn't seem to be regaining itself again against my predictions, but still thus I suppose I must move on, as...it seems that he has, as well. A pity.

Thank you, Rita - for the company in the library during this rather...depressing period.

Now - since I've regained what ability I have of playing my dear violin, my apologies to anyone, especially my dear roommate, who heard such lousy music the past week or so - I'll be off to compose much more decently and perhaps while away time in the library. Otherwise - coffee, anyone~?

...Oh, yes - enjoy your usual frightful Halloween, mmmhm~

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[ooc: still on hiatus, only posting because I have a slightly longer weekend break till Monday to study :) - and somehow Joshua seems involved with some people~ Will reply to threads whenever possible until eh, Monday. Allen may be around too. 9 more papers to go orz. ]

This...is rather precarious.

It doesn't feel right anymore. The violin. Everything.

It seems that I've lost a substantial amount of will to do anything right now.　

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[ooc: if you're wondering what the heck is going on - let's just say he and Sunstreaker broke up for now, so he's...not quite sure why he's breaking up inside. mmmhm~ With that, hiatus online.]

...Things aren't turning out very well, are they?

Even if the mid-terms and all have ended, the situation has...become complicated.

I hate working up a sweat for any matters, really - but it seems that I must do something.

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( filtered to Sideswipe; )

( filtered to Sunstreaker; )
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I miss Shibuya, strangely.

The days are getting awfully longer, aren't they? Plus with the mid-terms coming up, it is not strange to see people panicking so often throughout the campus. Nevertheless - I'm certain this will turn out fine~ The mid-terms aren't that hard if you've been practising, mmmhm.

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[ooc note: basically, this is just a slight rambling post - in a way, it sheds a little more light on Joshua's history. I may be modifying bits and pieces here and there under the surface to fit with canon more. There are explicit spoilers of the game canon from now on in his history, be warned. ]